Cat (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} cat_bot) wrote,@ 2008-04-24 18:34:00 |
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I'm wearing jeans!
This would not normally be meaningful for a person, but I have not worn real pants (as in not stretch pants worn under a skirt) in the last four years? Five maybe? CRAZY. I hate the way I look in them because my fattest areas are my thighs and butt and it's just terrible.
But I've lost a total of 45 pounds at this point and was made a Weight Watchers lifetime member. My now live-in boyfriend (who I am ridiculously happy with) is currently out of town so I tried on his jeans and they actually fit me.
WHAT
So I'm pretty happy about that. And I'm really happy right now with him in a temporary little world. It's just that the future is so terrifying and bad-looking right now to the point where I haven't been able to sleep and I keep throwing up about it.
In a few weeks I'll graduate and my life will get flip-turned upside down but I won't become the Fresh Prince.
This would not normally be meaningful for a person, but I have not worn real pants (as in not stretch pants worn under a skirt) in the last four years? Five maybe? CRAZY. I hate the way I look in them because my fattest areas are my thighs and butt and it's just terrible.
But I've lost a total of 45 pounds at this point and was made a Weight Watchers lifetime member. My now live-in boyfriend (who I am ridiculously happy with) is currently out of town so I tried on his jeans and they actually fit me.
WHAT
So I'm pretty happy about that. And I'm really happy right now with him in a temporary little world. It's just that the future is so terrifying and bad-looking right now to the point where I haven't been able to sleep and I keep throwing up about it.
In a few weeks I'll graduate and my life will get flip-turned upside down but I won't become the Fresh Prince.
