Cat (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} cat_bot) wrote,@ 2007-08-09 09:58:00 |
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It feels good to read my friend's list again!
I missed a lot of you.
I am sad and dizzy tonight. I am most nights. I'm really tired but I can't sleep. I blame it on the combination of how depressed I've been lately coupled with the heat/lack of air conditioning.
I have also lapsed into that crap cycle that I do when I'm sad and avoiding everything-- I eat. I eat when I shouldn't, more than I should, and things that I shouldn't be eating. It is an intense compulsion and it makes me feel so out of control and this makes me more sad. Vicious cycle!
So I'm currently upset at how I did little more than eat and be sad all day. Ugh.
Don't worry, the next entry I make will be about the new kitten. I promise.
I missed a lot of you.
I am sad and dizzy tonight. I am most nights. I'm really tired but I can't sleep. I blame it on the combination of how depressed I've been lately coupled with the heat/lack of air conditioning.
I have also lapsed into that crap cycle that I do when I'm sad and avoiding everything-- I eat. I eat when I shouldn't, more than I should, and things that I shouldn't be eating. It is an intense compulsion and it makes me feel so out of control and this makes me more sad. Vicious cycle!
So I'm currently upset at how I did little more than eat and be sad all day. Ugh.
Don't worry, the next entry I make will be about the new kitten. I promise.
